Sunday, June 19, 2011

Dear Pa,

How are you doing ? It's Father's day, and we would like to take you out for a dinner. Sadly, I know that dinner is not even a plan to consider. Since we won't be meeting each other again, I might as well say it here.

I am doing alright. Career wise, I am getting used to the hectic life (not to worry, I won't over stress myself with it). Slowly, learning things and moving forward. I got to admit that ever since you were gone, I struggled a little here and there. Still trying to make ends meet at this very moment, but then like I said, I'll survive this, in order to be a better man. Just like your last words to me "Be strong and hang on".

To be honest, it sucks living a life without a father. I remember how you would talked to me through the phone, occasionally asking me how I am doing. Giving me advice on problems which I can't tackle. Solutions to the situation that I am in. All the above, words from a father to a son.

Pa, it's nearly a year now. I am a big boy and will live my life to the fullest. I know of the responsibilities that come in life, whatever it is, you just don't have to worry about me. Will take care of myself, mom and the rest.

Pa, we will be alright.


As forever you will be remembered in our heart.


Deicidal said...


Le Chatelier said...

After seeing this, I shall stop hating my father for like... a week? Haha

Chen Xing said...

@All: Missing those moments with my late dad. All I can do now, is to reflect on the memories with him.

@Le Chatelier: No, not a week. But a lifetime. Ok ?

alvin_t said...

stay strong .. remember the time when he was drunk and start giving u $$$ .. that was the best ..

Chen Xing said...

@alvin_t: Yup. But that was then. He was a good man. A good father.