I have been dragging this feeling for sometime, and now, I came to realization that we won't be together forever and ever.
I thought there's still a little hope. You know, the light at the end of the tunnel. I travelled fast to catch that light. But then, sad to say that the light beamed so bright till I lost all sense of directions. I closed my eyes, I walked until I found myself a comfort place for me to set in.
At least there's this one thing which I have learned through this journey. Eternity is over rated. For now at least, it seems to me that nothing can really last till the very end.
Hence this entry shall give closure to the previously posted entry, titled: 3 Months.
About 2 months ago, I resigned from my current position in the agency. Made up my mind to go back to my home town and live a simple life. A life which is close to someone, closer to family and a place where I am closest to myself.
A life which sees no struggles in it.
Yup. A decision which will results in a life changing experience. Career and achievements in life will have to re-prioritize.
I am alright with it. I won't regret. I will not look back.
Hang on ! Sorry as I'll have to put that on hold for now.
Shortly a month later, opportunities came knocking at my door. I am spoilt with choices. A good problem by having plenty of options.
Got to decide wisely.
In the end, I picked one. Staying on in KL at least for another few more years with the hope that this new job with new environment will bring me a step closer in realizing my dreams.
And here's a little something, in which not really related to the post above.
Somehow the song is lovingly cheerful.
Though love is still far away from my sight, I am just delighted to know that I made the right decision in this part of my life.