Remove one line or two from this song, best describe the moment.
Strangely funny that I am supposed to be cheerful earlier on, but then after a certain pause in a deep reflection mode, I got all feeling down and empty.
Moody, perhaps ?
People always say that to learn from the mistake(s). Once or twice, and sometimes thrice, the lesson that we learn from it in the end is more significant than the mistake we make. Unless you are pretty darn stubborn, then you will never be able to learn from it and carry on making the error over and over again.
What if I am not stubborn in the first place ?
What if I am just a hostile vulnerable being ?
Just afraid to take the wrong turn, care enough to not offend anyone. Life is a risk and maybe I never face the moment before and I don't really know how to react towards it.
Time is about to hit 2 o'clock in the morning. I find myself not resting and typing blog entry which is off right my heart and mind, I side-lined my job.
I see the pattern and the rhythm !