In 2011

I am actually ready to state the objectives of 2011. Nothing big, nothing much. Simple resolutions that set as the challenges for me to endu...

Reminiscing 2010

Do I really need to do this ? Reflecting on the past, history that has been written not so long ago: 12 months of back tracking the experi...

The Preposition

I am back. After a few days of celebrating the festive moment with my family, I found myself to be indulging in good food, walked plenty o...

Christmas to Me

It's that time of the year again. Christmas and New Year. Back then, not so long ago, I was in KL partying with my buddies. That was l...

Icons

"Earth, wind, fire, water and air. The elements co-exist harmoniously in the same environment. A well-balanced life, yielding from a pe...

Got Ink ?

I am pretty much aware that lately, I have been updating on a couple of entries on how a total "wreck" I was in getting a shot at ...

Higher

Two absolutely nice Sunday songs for a day that is full of reflections and determining the next chapter. What am I going to do next ? All...

It's A Bidding Process

Considering that the year is about to close, I think I am allow to at least or slowly reflect on the not-so-anticipated-year of 2010. Though...

Think Twice

I would think twice. Whatever action which I bound to take, especially one that has got to do with you, I will reevaluate my answer. I don...

Beyond Skin Deep

Imagine living in the world where you are born hot, cute and like-able by everyone else. Every time when you are out there, people will turn...

Sometimes

Sometimes, I want to call you with sweet and lovely nicknames. I want to call you by your last two names, I want to call you my dear, I want...

Life Is...

I am pretty much aware that life is a struggle. Indeed, we struggle most of the time to make ends meet. You study both hard and smart to g...

Flawless Imperfections

We can relate to it most of the time. Our presence being noticed, not in a very good way. People stare, people talk - they criticized. So ...

Early December

What happened to last week ? I packed my bags and I left. Traveled up north, back to a place where I always call home. Though the last tim...

The Work & The Bee

It's not as what you are thinking right now. I have been busy. The past week and the past weekend. Having a little stress, somewhat ...

Counting 1 2 3

There's only 1 reason why I am feeling this way right now, love. Not that I am in love. But then I guess I am slowly learning to unders...

Serious Question

So I've finally asked him the question, all over again. Though it's not that kind of direct question I asked, somehow it gotten link...

What's On Your Mind Now ?

Resulting from the past few entries, and what I had been through the past week. Indeed I am no longer feeling confuse but then just lost. S...

I Am Now Afraid

Scared. Lonely. I have lost all my means to get you to love like know open up to me. Tell me. Just tell me ways that I could follow i...

Visual & Copy

Few years back, I expressed myself creatively through what I coined as "visual communications". Pictures or artworks, I like to po...

I Belong to Fashion

The reason why I am here once again, is to wait for him to chat with me. He said that we could chat tonight as he was busy at work just now....

Materialistically Superficial

When you are small, you are asked to describe your ideal man (traditionally this question is directed to young girls). Time changed, but the...

Friends

OMG! I can't believe it that I spent almost 2 consecutive days to watch this drama. Well, I have watched it before way back in high sc...

The Great Betrayal

Imagine having a partner for almost 8 years. Happily together for the first few years of the romance, later on, it turns into an actual seri...

A Place For A Suit

I am supposed to update an entry yesterday. But then I got myself occupied, chatting with him. Simply because he needed to kill time while w...

Hang With Me

A year wiser. Seriously, not wanting to blog about just anything yet as I want to do some reflections. Am glad that in the end you texted ...

Seven Eleven

So finally the day comes. It's my birthday today. I enjoyed the past 2 days, not really sure what I'll be up to today. Perhaps I ...

M-IFW

It was indeed a glamorous Friday night for me, attending a fashion show as well as hanging out with my friends for supper, later on. Typic...

Bright Colorful Day

Just a quick shout-out to all who are celebrating the Festival of Lights. Happy Diwali!

Spiritually Imbalance

I think I have finally figured out what's causing me to be so down and depress for the past few weeks. I think mentally, I am overly clu...

Poison & Perfect Nightmare

No, it's not about what's happening in my life right now though indirectly the title has got something to do with it. It's get...

Firework

This got to be my new song obsession. I find this song to be very self empowering, especially when you watch the video. It's just so m...

Welcome to November

Today marks the first day of November, somehow I am getting a good vibe of this month. Or perhaps it's just because that my birthday fal...

Party Night

No big event had happened. But then somehow yesterday night, I went all out. A little crazy than usual, very euphoric moment. Drama and catc...

Let's Play Dress-up

Tonight, will be the night. Before hitting the club, I would probably drop by Changkat to catch a glimpse of Ms. Leona Lewis. Yup, she is ...

Banana, So to Speak

Should I be envied to those who knows how to read in Chinese? I don't know. I am proud to say that I am a Chinese (and being gay, yeah...

Love Game

Are you feeling sick and tired of playing this game? Every time when you turn on the web messenger, or even when you log in to your Facebo...

Eyelid

" The eyes are the nipples of the face ", phrase taken from the movie House Bunny . Got to admit that naturally, I don't hav...

Cuddle

Can't deny this, but then cuddling proves to be much more satisfying than sex. Home or hetero, you engage in sensual cuddling with you...

My Wish List

Christmas is not really around the corner, but my birthday is. Err, very soon but I don't really expect anything. Seriously my friends, ...

Blank Screen

Staring at the computer screen for hours. That's what I've been doing for the past weeks. Feeling very uninspired, no drive and mo...

Web Socialite I Am

Social Media. Yes we know it. With the rapid growth of web-base technology, we as fabulous human being living in this world got no choice bu...

Music

I draw a lot of inspirations from music. Few friends asked, what's the drive that keeps me going on living the life I am having right ...

Stop Bugging Me, Please!

I am mad and quite pissed right now. Writing this entry, I am constantly reminding myself to keep my poise and try not to be so trashy. Not ...

Duets

I watched Glee latest episode few days back. Season 2, episode 4 titled Duets. What can I say, by far this would be my most like episode eve...

Looking For ?

I know I have been stressing myself for sometime to search for a relationship. It came to a point now that I am tired of it and I question m...

Slow

My Internet connection seems pretty slow nowadays. I swear that for a page to load, I can have few quickies and one perfect moment of pass...

True or False

The only way for us to let go of memories, in relating to relationship or love or something close to it, is to: Delete all sms-es or text ...

Yesterday

Whatever I am facing right now, all those unhappy moments, I am letting it go. At least in the phase of trying. It's just so yesterday...

Papa Can You Hear Me ?

Recently, I have been reminiscing on the memories I had with my father. Though it has been a month since he left us, I am still slowly accep...

Reserve

It's getting really late and I am still barely asleep. I got to work tomorrow, but then somehow I wanted to blog about this. I have be...

That Night & That Weekend

That night and that weekend, 2 moments I am with you. Though those moments went by quickly, I felt the tender love given by you. It seems th...

Note to Self

Dear Me, Slutty! Slutty! Slutty! You must not be thinking this way. How can you expect yourself to be in a steady, fantasy come true rel...