Wednesday, November 3, 2010

No, it's not about what's happening in my life right now though indirectly the title has got something to do with it.

It's getting late and I am supposed to be asleep now but then I am thinking, and thinking. Been stressing me for about 3 days now and somehow these songs came to me at the right moment. I relate myself to the lyrics of one song very closely and find the other one very strong and high spirited, making me feeling like a kick-ass superhero (taking down those unfaithful gay guys out there who cheated on their partner while on the quest of searching for true love) having a deep secret with the fear of falling in love again.

Wow, that's music. Sad love song then followed by a pick-me-up, strong uptempo beat to be cheerful again.

Here's part of the lyrics from the first song:

"Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare"

Somehow I just noticed that this Shontelle girl sings sad sad love songs that you can put your body to groove. It's as if the whole song and the music video is dedicated to me.

And I am now inspired by the video below to create something interesting for this blog. Hopefully I will be able to accomplish it thus filling up my spare time and turning the obsession towards him to become less.

Owh! Can't embed the second video. Anyway, you can check it out here.

Now, are you ready for a superhero?


Aiden said...

You are afraid of falling in love again? I'm afraid of not being able to fall in love again.

The second video doesn't load. Some copyright thingy.

I hope you feel better soon. :)

Word verification: cryfor

Chen Xing said...

Aww, why is that so? It takes time to love again.

I am alright for now. How you doing anyway?

Aiden said...

It's a big bad world out there. Past experiences and stuff I guess.

I'm holding up okay. Trying to not think about anything other than the exams right now.

Jon C said...

Talk about unfaithful men.

Dealing with one now. They can be such casanova.. tsk.

Chen Xing said...

@A: You must have been through a lot.

@Jon C: Hey, make sure those Casanovas learn to appreciate through the hard way.