When It's Sparkling Crystal

There's definitely an awkward moment just now, when he called.

Don't know why.

Expressing it out in words is way much more easier than talking on the phone. At least there won't be any pauses in between.

Gosh, now am feeling all the pressure if we are to meet face to face on an actual date.

So, back to today's entry which has got something to do with the above - I realized that there are actually 2 ways to go about this (this as in forming a relationship with the one):

1) Be in a relationship with him after convincingly knowing him inside out. In which, countless of dating session with him and each date you know more and more about him. Till you are ready.

or

2) Take a gamble to be with him. Day by day when you are with him you learn and understand more about him. Tolerate, give and take, and ultimately the love for him will grow even deeper.

That's my take, for now.

But then again, he mentioned to me before that he wanted to spark the sparks again. Getting back to the basic  in the dating field.

Oh well, lets hope that the spark lives on at least for a very long period of time.