Desperate. Or should I even be embarrassed to even share this.
Could have seen it all coming.
The excessive good food the past week, has resulted the above. Yes, and I am not sure whether it's the taste or simply substituting the void in me.
I've been eating non stop and at times, I even doubled up the amount of the food that I am eating.
It rained in the evening, and I've decided to nap. I woke up, and realized that I dreamt of being in a relationship with a porn star. No quite sure from which gay porn which I have watched before, but then he's one hell of an Asian hottie.
Surprisingly, I am just so happy and comfortable being with him. No worries and all happily ever after, that's of course only in my dream.
Aiks, can really tell now that the sub-conscious me is much more desperate than the real me. Was that a sign for me to work harder and put in more effort ?
Signs, dreams. How do I interpret you.
So, I ate and I napped. And that's a Sunday to me.