You listened to all of the love songs and you say, screw all these as it doesn't make any sense to you anymore. The lyrics, the meaning and the melody just seems to be at the wrong timing in the down-est moment.
You looked at other couples happily together but then you can't even be happy for them. Not a tiny bit of jealousy but then a whole lot of sadness in you. Waiting to be poured out at any minute.
You told a friend of your problem in hope that they will console you but then the truth is that, they can never feel what you have felt and experienced before. You are alright so long that you lash it all out. But then the question is, will you be alright later on ?
You said that time will heal. True enough. But then do you put a deadline to the healing process ? Or you will take your time and slowly recover from the pain ? Or you will just let nature takes its course ?
Truth is, you can't be feeling all of the above until you have asked for yourself the obvious answer from him.
So, have you ?