Sunday, September 25, 2011

It's been a while since I last had this kind of feeling.

You know. Trying the best to set the record right, differentiating the good and the bad. Deciding on the mind's intention. All arises due to the closeness of two body when in bed, and the climatic fun which turns the slight pain to a maximum pleasure.

What's up with you, my mind ?

I was touched, held and loved once again, and it brought back memories from a year ago. Almost perfect, but then not a lasting one. I know.

No. I can't blame myself for the feeling that I am going through right now nor blame you for what's happening to me. I got to say that I enjoyed it. In hope that you too also feel the same way.

The fun stops there, and the feeling must not be carried into the future.

As reality kicks in, it's just a fling. A short moment of fun and nothing more to progress. That's very clear from the beginning.

*You have a strong scent that I can still smell it on me.


chaiminhuei said...

Don't do one nights if you can't separate emotions from the act.

Danny said...

as long as u enjoyed teh moment .. and at least now u have the memory of his scent :)

J-boy said...

Wow i like chaiminhuei's comment. It stings but it's so damn true.

Chen Xing said...

@chaiminhuei: Got it. :(

@Danny: Definitely. It was fun, but then now I am slowly to not recall that moment.

Happened and ended there. But then the feeling just ended like a day ago...

@J-boy: Sigh, what had happened to me ? And now it got me all confuse and lost all sense of judgement.