Through out the past years, it has always been me failing to be in a relationship with a guy.
A serious one that is.
Disregard who, but it's seems that every time when I am so close to confess my feelings - guy(s) will just drift away. Further and further away, turned cold leaving me back to my lonely world.
All by myself.
Two weeks back, a friend actually said this to me:
"I think it's you, and not them. Out of so many guys and you are still not able to be in a steady relationship. I think the problem is you."
And it got me thinking.
Perhaps deep down inside I am not ready ? Deep down inside I don't really want a relationship ? Or deep down inside I have been looking for the "same" kind of guys.
Referencing past history, guys that I have came to like were either of character A or character B. So what is it about ?
To look for guys of C, D, E till Z in terms of character ?