I have been really emotional the past weeks.
May it be work wise or personal wise - got upset real easily.
People around me no longer interest me, somehow I just wished that they would leave me alone and let me isolate myself away from them.
Sometimes it's not about a particular topic of conversation, but they way they act can be fake at times.
Weekends now to me, it's like a retreat. Not the kind I look forward to, but 2 out of 7 days where I reflect on life.
It got me into this question: Why do we work so hard in life ?
You earn this much, and you are still not happy about yourself ? Why ?
Too much of a free-time ? Or I am not living life to the fullest ?
Tough, I just need to find that balance within me.
Maybe, will need to be in-touch with myself spiritually.
Pray, and pray more.
That's a way to stay calm and relax.