Hard Sell

Yes, let's be cryptic about it.

Am tired, and I really don't know why it always turned out to be me being eager.

Always, impatience and want things fast.

Yup - crush, date & dating.

Am I going at the speed of light ? As mostly, after almost a week's of chatting it's obvious that the next possible thing to do is to meet up.

Over a decent meal or maybe a movie date.

Am I right ?

If a guy refuses on the above, then there can only be one thing - I am not his type.

Maybe he's not that shallow. But then my point is, would you rather let a guy to tell you the truth why he doesn't want to meet ? Or you would be satisfied with his answer of declining in which you can't really pin out what's going wrong.

As for my own defence, the reason why I sort of want to push it because I don't want to be investing so much feelings into it and at the end of the whole thing, if it doesn't turn out well - I got myself fallen to deep and the scar will be even more hurtful.