Just Not So Gay Anymore

You wake up one day and suddenly everything changes.

Hang on, your bedroom looks the same, you turn around and everything else seems familiar. You walk out of the bedroom, and the door reveals the same thing you have seen the night before.

The surrounding barely changes.

You are wondering curiously. Confuse and back to your bed. You lie down and you get up. You position yourself at the end of the bed cracking your head and trying to make good sense on what's happening.

Am I not gay anymore ?

What if one day this happens to you ?

I used to talk about men, how I indulged in a day-dreaming moments on being in a wonderful relationship and living the fab gay life. And that just happened not so long ago. Now, I am merely recording down my daily activities, normal things in my life.

Not so interesting ? Maybe it's a sign of me moving on from the incidents which happened last year. The less I mention about them, the easier for me to let go. I question myself, have they really impacted me so much ? Though they can be so casual about it, I am always in a hurry to get an answer.

Has my interest in engaging myself with gay-friendly topics to blog about fading away ? Are my blog entries slowly turning "straight" ?

So, back to the short question right before the visual above, can one change from being gay to straight ?

Definitely a question to think about before heading off to bed.